Sunday, February 8, our regular 5 pm worship service at Leawood will begin at 4 pm.
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Then Jesus said to his disciples, “Tonight you will all fall away because of me.”… Peter replied, “If everyone else stumbles because of you, I’ll never stumble.”
When Judas, who betrayed Jesus, saw that Jesus was condemned to die, he felt deep regret.
From noon until three in the afternoon the whole earth was dark. At about three Jesus cried out with a loud shout…“My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”
Today, we hold Good Friday in worship. And in Matthew’s telling, this day is both heartbreaking and holy.
There is injustice, clear and undeniable.
There are decisions already made, hearts already closed.
Voices accuse. Power protects itself.
And Jesus is handed over.
Peter cannot hold steady. The disciples cannot remain. The crowds are easily swayed.
And yet others do stay. Women stand at a distance, watching, bearing witness.
A Roman centurion, unexpectedly, sees what others cannot and names what is true.
And Jesus? He mostly says nothing.
Not because he has nothing to say, but because he is not resisting what love is choosing to do.
Matthew lets us see both the brokenness of the moment and the quiet, steady movement of God within it.
Because this is not only a story of suffering. It is a story of self-giving love, a love that does not force, but gives, and remains.
So as you come to prayer this week, I invite you into a gentle and authentic practice:
A Practice of Bearing Witness
Set aside a few quiet minutes. Let your breathing slow. Let your body settle.
And then, place yourself in the story.
Not to analyze it. Not to explain it. But to witness it.
Notice what draws your attention.
Is it Peter, struggling to stay true? Is it the crowd, pulled by the moment? Is it the women who remain present with Jesus when others cannot? Or is it the silence of Jesus, steady, grounded, present? Where do you find yourself?
Let yourself be there, without needing to change it. And then, stay there, as a witness.
You might quietly pray, “Jesus, help me to see,” or “Keep me near.”
Because even here, especially here, something is opening. What seemed closed is being torn open. What felt distant is being drawn near.
And this is the quiet truth at the heart of this day:
Jesus does not turn away. Not from the cross. Not from the world. Not from you.
You do not need to understand it fully. But you are invited to receive it.
And as you do, you may begin to sense that even here, even now, God is present, and love is reaching toward you, holding you, drawing you near.
Gracious and faithful God,
in this sacred story, we see both the brokenness of the world and the quiet work of your love.
Where our hearts have been closed, gently open them.
Where we have stepped back, draw us near.
Help us not only to witness this love,
but to receive it.
Help us to trust that this self-giving love is for us,
meant to meet us, hold us, and carry us.
And as we receive it,
form in us a love that reflects your own,
faithful, self-giving, and near. Amen.
Debbie Dellinger, who serves as a Pastor of Connection and Care at Resurrection, Leawood and as National Team Leader for The Caring Congregation, wrote this week's prayer tip.